a little bar in hell I know

Inspiration

Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely.-Auguste Rodin

distance

i look at you from a distance
a passing glance returned;
you are too far away.

you say you love me
but your eyes are a contradiction;
your mouth and heart
opposites.

i want to gouge out those eyes,
those deep chocolatey eyes
with my gnarled fingers,

and squash them with my
naked toes; feeling the
viscous blood
underneath my feet.

fame

Ready for my close up
Mascara and eyelashes
Pouty lips, cigarettes
and well positioned moles
Men sleep with Gilda
and wake up with me,
just me;
only me.
I want to be alone;
alone to stangle myself
with my red silk scarf or
to take an overdose
of barbiturates;
although to lose
my head in an
automobile accident
would be much more
dramatic and
would be my best
performance yet...

thirst - for michelle

memories - for michelle