The beginning...

I always wanted a blog of my own.
I was considering getting one for Christmas... :) But now I have one. Yay!

Seeing as this is my first post, I suppose I am allowed to talk sh*t. Can I swear here??? Hmmm, this is like a diary...
"Dear Diary... Today I... blah blah bla" BWHAAAAA... O I crack myself up!!!

I realised today while going through one of my I-feel-sorry-for-myself-depressions, that I'm a cruel heartless bitch, and I always wanna get my way. If I don't I sulk... Sad but true. Sad... a 28 year old that has the emotional growth of a salted peanut.

I love being miserable. I make myself miserable. I make others miserable.
When my friends are happy, I hate them for it... (Well one "friend" in particular.) I wanna smash his face against a brick wall everytime I see him! Really. I'm not a violent person. Honestly!

People dissapoint me. People don't live up to my expectations. I think they're too high... (the expectations I mean...;)
I over analyse things. I think too much. I worry too much. I'm a moaner.... I think u get the idea already!

Ag, well. Such is life. I'm trying to be more +ve, but its so bloody draining!!!! :) LOL

I'm gonna try (not promising anything) and post something once a day or so. So I can read it one day and see why I'm a lonely old man of 95 living on his own with 5 cats to keep him company!!!

Oi! With my luck, I'll live until I'm 150 just to piss myself off!!! LOL...

Anyway, think I've said enough for now. Prolly chased off a whole bunch of people already! Jirre, I can waffle on and on about myself!!! O well, I am Leo after all... GRRRRRRR... meeouw!

Later.
J :)